Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Jeremy's LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 10th, 2003
11:19 pm	What Battle Royale character are you? take the quiz at pinkuspider.com!! Current Music: KC Hospital - S.F.M. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 7th, 2003
8:15 am	Your Bedroom Personality Is Subtle! You get what you want... somtimes. What this means: You're all for getting what you want in bed. But you rather suggest than tell. You're all sexual undertones - not overtones. What your lovers love about you: You tend to work your lover into a frenzy with teasing and flirting. You are sweet and complementary, never too demanding. Sex with you is a low pressure affair. What your lovers can't stand about you: You seem sexually moody at times... And damn hard to please at others. And you'll hardly ever open up about sex. What's *Your* Bedroom Personality? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva That was a hard quiz, considering its meant for girls. XD Whee i got my new cell phone, along with a bunch of cool apps for it. Just to let everyone know, my number will be changing next week as a result of me moving, ill let u all know it. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
10:49 pm	Episode II: Attack of the Phones So, to end my cameraphone drama, i have to pay $50 to have a new phone overnight shipped to me. At least ill have a working one, its been so hard without one. Went to RTA today, finally beat shingo...so yea =D life is good Current Mood: happy Current Music: The voice of Erin =P (Comment on this)
10:10 am	NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FEEL SO DISCONNECTED!!!! GAH. MY CELL PHONE BROKE. I FEEL SO ALONE. But yea, so i was just sending a text message yesterday, and it just shuts off, and wont turn back on. Fiddled around with it for a couple of hours before finally calling AT&T, who told me to talk to my retailer first. So now im at starbucks waiting for them to open. Hopefully theyll tell me i can have a credit, and i can get the new Nokia 6800 Keyboard Phone. Does almost everything minus the camera, plus itll be easier to use it as a PDA with a built in keyboard, and it has an FM radio. Anyways, continuing drama with the NBoR crew...yeah. C ya guys! -Jeremy Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: That music that plays at Starbucks (Comment on this)
Monday, August 4th, 2003
9:06 am	bleh The past 2 days have been, well, like the title says, bleh. Not much has happened. I got better from my 2-week-old-pizza food poisoning, work has been ok, just tiring. Have been having fun talking to Erin, shes come to replace some of the things i used to depend on Kristen for, since i dont really get to talk to Kristen much anymore. Shes still my best friend tho. I do get to see her every few days tho, and we still have lots to talk about, just not as much time to do it. *sigh*...and then theres Joe. ... GAH. i dont have any harsh feelings towards him, like many other people i know now, but the whole knife thing could have been avoided. Anyways, im not going to comment anymore on that, ive just been thinking about it because both me and benji work there, and i know that i dont want to be the one that has to permanently kick him out of the arcade, or even worse, call security if something like that happens again. I know that Rene or David is going to post a memo regarding people with weapons because of that, and im just worried for him. anyways, just got "grapes of wrath" as a recommended reading book for CSUMB >_< time to rent the movie! =D -Jeremy Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: Ultra High Heels XD (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
1:13 pm	man, did yesterday suck... Yes, it did. (see title) - hung out with Ryan S., that was ok....then i went to rta...on the way, i started feeling a little queasy, and by the time i had worked for a half an hour i had thrown up. told david i needed to leave, he was really cool about it...im feelin better today, but still not a hundred percent. spendin the day at home, fixing my computer stuff and figuring out the cheapest dvd-r drive. wahh i wanna talk to people, maybe ill go out later...definitely tomorrow, since i have work. more stuff later... (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2003
11:15 pm	HELD AT WHIPPOINT YET AGAIN! haha, today was fun...i suppose - talked to erin in teh morning, then hung out...or rather, worked at RTA for the night. benji was there, and chris and patricia and melissa were in and out. got my hours for next week...CART ALL DAY = AWFUL. im going to see if someone can cover me on thursday so that i can go to MGL with will - i really wanna see erin and holly - ok thats it - waiting with erin for benji to call me back - byee!! -Jer (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 18th, 2003
11:33 pm	ok forreals now =P so i promised myself that i would start making entries in my livejournal now, because erin told me to do so at gunpoint. no, seriously told me to yesterday at pier 39....anyways, yesterday was cool got to see erin an all the regulars...in-n-out was cool =D plus ryan slept over, so that was fun with all our goldmember innuendos XD. so yea, then i got home and talked to erin for 3-4 hours about..."things"....and went to bed...woke up to sun in my eyes, went down to RTA - SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY!!! all the regulars, PLUS tran bj and ayori and hella peoples!!! hehe so that was fun, let benji borrow my cell phone....then went home - and im there now, with erin holding me at gunpoint over the phone =P. bye guys! -Jer (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 1st, 2003
7:48 am	=O An update!!! Hey everyone,me again with my once-every-two-months reply on my LJ....maybe ill start updating again, but thats what i always say. anyways, not much happening - im pissed about leaving for monterey bay this friday (campus orientation) - not only do i miss out on senior picnic, but i cant go to rta on friday, and i probably wont get my cell phone till monday or tuesday because my parents wont be able to order it till then....sigh, if overnight delivery only worked after 5pm >_<...so yea, all of a sudden i hear like 10 people entering B3 all at once....takes away my worries that we wont meet our $1000 expectation for funds from entry fees. but YAY! ill have my cameraphone by then, maybe ill do the webcam with it if theyre still giving a month of free mMode away when you sign up. YAY!! everyone check out my cameraphone =P. -Jeremy Current Mood: anxious Current Music: None (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
12:38 pm	wheeee - time to update wow...lot of updates. so many days, ill start from last friday. friday: went to bemani nite, was tight. hella people were there, and everyone looked at me wierd in my uniform. hehe i had to get into my army pants in the elevator on muni cuz i didnt have anywhere to change XD. i bet the lady at the desk saw in the camera and looked fnny, o well...mer loved it tho ^^; anyways, so didnt do much bsides ddr, cuz i didnt have time for dmx and such...i think id like to start trying dmx fs instead of perfect attack. almost kissed a guy, glad i didnt. ;) went home, updated pics, passed out. saturday: kristen was in washington, so i went out with ryan s. to the movies. watched national security, it was ok. got my call from pat, saying i got the site job - wheeee....as grace would say, happy panda =D. sunday: work, work, work....kristen =P...went to her house for pizza, talked for a while. monday: nothing new, work and such tuesday: got into a fight with mom over arrangements to go to CSUMB for a college tour, cuz holly an mariah and peoples are meeting up on saturday. so i canceled it and had my mom bitch at me for an hour about how i should tell her stuff first even though she tells me absolutely nothing at all...o well, after 17 years ive kinda learned to mute her screaming, at least in my own mind. wednesday. nothing interesting, sux tha my mom called allof my teachers to "see how i was doing". i know shes only doing it because she doesnt have any reason to get mad at me and shes just looking for a tiny morsel of badness to bitch at me about....called me at lunch and bitched for a few minutes about my 2 absences (from going to the counselors office) and 7 tardies....tahts like nothing, and considering im not getting a D or F in anything, should anyone really care about that? hopefully i will have my report card today so i can finally get my new cell phone. wheee. maybe ill write in this tmorrow, maybe not =P we'll see if anything interesting happens =P (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 26th, 2003
6:18 pm	god i hate this... every few months i just get hella depressed about nothin...b4 kristen was there to take my mind off it, but now she can only be a best friend to me...i mean, it helps, but its not the same...so onto my problem. god, i just feel like noone wants me, needs me, anything. thats part of the reason i do so much stuff for people. from running tournaments to creating id cards to spending time making sure i talk to every one of my ddr "friends" (read on to see why thats in quotes)...even people like oliver and baka. i just feel like i need to do this stuff so that everyone would like me. it used to be (before kristen made me a better person) that i used to lie left and right to look better than others, to myself and to them. but i soon learned that when i actually did get close to people, which was what i was aiming for, that they would discover all of my lies and hate me thereafter. so i started this whole giving thing. and i mean, yea, it makes me feel good to make other people happy, but i just feel like sometimes people are just using me. and i mean its like a lose-lose situation if im right, because if i stand up to people, theyll just stop being friends with me like that because they dont need me. and if i dont stand up, theyll just continue to use me untill they dont need me anymore, at which point theyll leave too. i just want to feel loved. i only know one person who makes me feel like they need me, and thats kristen. i can just wonder sometimes - if i die, who cares? would any of you cry about me? come to my funeral? remember me in any way? maybe im just stupid and talking a load of crap but still...look, if you read this far, i guess you *do* care about me. just please leave a comment, whoever you are, to let me know that you acknowledge my existance, that i mean something, anything to you. Signing out, Jeremy Current Mood: depressed Current Music: DJ Escape ft. Crystal Waters - Come on Down (Remix) (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
8:29 pm	hello. =P yea, just thought id do any entry for the heck of it. went to school today, was really bored....too bad i didnt pass trig, but at least i passed physics. now i can graduate and get into college!!! wheeee! anyways, didnt do anything in school today, talked to ryan, said some peoples were goin over to play ex tmorrow, if they have the machine. so yea, school ended, played counterstrike in RO a little. then i had tutoring. *snore* mom got mad at me cuz i sold my lunch, but i cant help it! im jus plain tired of the same sandwiches day in day out...so now i haveta make my own lunch...damnit!!! o well...ttyall later! Jeremy (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 19th, 2003
9:49 am	*gasp* another entry! hehe hey all, nothin much happenin...went down to metreon yesterday with kristen and ryan s. (none of you know him)...watched just married - HELLA funny, but bad timing...i love kristen more than anything, and i know that she feels the same...but we just want this whole "gradual breaking up" thing to work out so that we'll be best friends in college and never lose that...i guess it just takes time to figure out what stages in a relationship come between going out and being friends....which is hard in the beginning, especially because i dont know exactly what to do...o well...everything will be good in the end, i know it. so yea now im just waiting for my uncle to come so i can tutor him...YAY!! i have driver training tmorrow! hehe i cant wait to start defying my parents =P... Signing out, Jeremy (Comment on this)
Friday, January 17th, 2003
2:17 pm	OH. MY. GOD. JEREMY'S WRITING A LJ. haha, so im back! lets see if ill stay back tho, eh? =D anyhoo, didnt do much today, no finals so i got to develop lots of cool photos of all the rta people, il bring them to BN tonite. met up with kristen after, and now im at her moms computer trying to write this and get her WiFi internet working....no luck with that tho. hope to see everyone at BN tonite...maybe i can actually stay till 10 tonite. Jeremy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 1st, 2002
9:23 am	I LOVE KRISTEN!!! I LOVE KRISTEN!!! I LOVE KRISTEN!!!I LOVE KRISTEN!!! I LOVE KRISTEN!!!I LOVE KRISTEN!!!I LOVE KRISTEN!!! WE JUST FINISHED HAVING SEX!!! Current Mood: dirty Current Music: Porno Music (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 30th, 2002
1:46 am	I hate it when im early to the movies... ive spent the last 2 hours turning the TVs @ Sony Style off with my palm...now im about to watch 007 but im waaay too early...o well, at least I have my palm to play with <9 hours later> too bad my palm dont have live internet on it, then i could actually update my LJ in real-time. o well, im @ ryan's house now, wishing Kristen was here ~sigh~ at least i get to see her tmorrow. AND NOW, FOR A PALM NEWS FLASH!!! hehe, i think imma just get a thumb keyboard for now and see how things in the palm world advance hehe Signing out, Jeremy Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: J Lo - Jenny from the Block (Comment on this)
Friday, November 29th, 2002
10:01 pm	GRRR I HATE MY PARENTS hey everyone, so this totally sux0rs. my parents got all hot and bothered because i got home at 9:30. 9:30!!!! not 2am, not even 10 or 11 - 9:30. I think as a 17-year old, im allowed to be out that late. I just feel like they try and keep me from doing anything and everything i want. I hate them sometimes. IN any case, now i dont get a channukah present, PLUS i mite not egt money to see James Bond with Ryan tmorrow. SUX. At least my cousin got me the rhapsody for channukkah and gave me money for bemani nite (i owe my mom $100, so she wouldnt give me any - my cousin gave me $10, too bad he'll be leaving - hes cool.) anyways, bemani nite was cool, specially cuz they turned down the prices. i REALLY want to work there this summer. Hopefully theyll take me. IM going to talk to Pat about that later, i wouldnt even mind volunteering. Signing out, Jeremy p.s. - if anyone finds my watch, tell me!!!! hehe (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:31 pm	OMG SO BORING oh my god. so im all ready to go down to rta and my mom goes 'come on J, were going down to SONOMA...so here I am, forcing my way through 12979477025 stores with NOTHING INTERESTING. And its friday, so I dont have free minutes. I really hope we come back in time for BN Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: System of a Down - Chop Suey (Comment on this)
9:31 pm	whee!!! yay! i actually got to BN on time! and they made the machines half-price. hella people were here, its too bad that one of the DMX sensors were broken, we couldnt play doubles for Siegfred's tourney. O well, its ok, well just play center Current Mood: happy Current Music: Omega - Maxx Unlimited (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 28th, 2002
9:21 pm	IM BAAACK!!! i have a major problem with boredom. i start bayareaddr, and get bored with maintaining it. i should have planned B3 sooner, then there wouldnt be so much time between planning sessions. i start THIS, my LJ, and i get bored within a month. well, i decided im going to update my LJ whenever im on a bus - practically the only time when i cant come up with something to do. Not like anyone cares, but o well. Current Mood: awake Current Music: CKY - 96 Quite Bitter Beings (2 Comments |Comment on this)